Thinking Out Loud....

I want to go sabbatical to think clearly what is missing in my life. Yes, something is missing. Not because you can do whatever you want and get whatever you need makes your life complete.

I want to note of what I have accomplished and have not yet done in life. I want to weigh things, set my priorities according to what I can't live and live without, identify distinctly what is important right now and in the next coming years. Keep what is needed and let go of what has to go. I want to deplore for awhile for the things that could have happen or could have done. I know there's nothing I can do with it anymore but sometimes crying over something you've lost is healthy for your emotions. Especially when you have been suppressing it to display a strong facade. I want to move on with world's notion. Move forward and unfold what God has stored for me. I know that His plans for me has been set and now it is up to me to face it.

Change is constant. It will happen when it has to happen. It's never too late to change. Going with the flow of the waves does not work all the time. You sometimes need to swim to move on and not just float and later on realize that you are stuck in the middle, numbing.

03 Aug 2009